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Today is a day just like any other day

 

But something changed in me

The thinking stopped just long enough

For soul to be set free

 

Chorus

My mind tells me foolish things

My heart  disagrees

My stomach turning nauseously

Stillness sets me free Stillness sets us free

Free to Be Free To Be, just free to be.

 

 

For years I am manipulated

Told I should be segregated

Countless thoughts that I negate.

This small still voice now integrates

 

That stillness sets us  free to be

To clearly see and let go of the "me"

With all that is agree.

Resistance flee's

At peace indeed

 

I thought they were the enemy

But now it’s plain to see

The predator wasn’t them

The predator wasn’t me

This fact has set me free

 

It’s hard to do

It’s hard to say

But simple does not mean easy

My mind can be so damn busy

Rerun shows from yesterday

 

Stillness speaks so quietly

Yet my head can be so loud

Stillness has humility

The ego says it’s proud

Stillness has the questions

The ego claims our lives

Stillness has the answers

The ego is truth suicide

Stillness is the whys and whose

To ego it’s just win or lose.

 

My spirit soars infinity

Ego defense but criminally

Spirit rises above the pain

Ego considers only gain

Spirit stretches beyond mere sound

Ego fixated on the ground

In Stillness Spirit demonstrates

All Truth the ego can’t see.

 Cannot bring up in front

Of ego this forbidden subject.

When we do the mindless chatter

Will most certainly disagree

Spirit whispers softly

We can choose to be free.

Ego fears its death

So keeps us in captivity.

Ego keeps us locked in chains

Accusation defends the pain.

Ego speaks with countless lies.

Of course if asked it must deny.

At first the beast will scream in pain.

Belting loud the shift’s insane.

Walk tall, stay present just the same.

 

There may be times the ego recites a monologue

Never stopping, so boring and long


Spirit ego spouts is weak

And will cause our fall.

Spirit does not know of fall.

Spirit ignores the ego’s call.

Spirit is right by our side.

Spirit was present upon our birth.

Spirit watches over us through life.

Spirit will guide us from this body we die.

 

 

Spirit will rise to the top.

The ego is only a short pit stop.

Listen closely to the silence.

The micro between thought

Go within and feel the soul

Allow the passing of the past

And all that spirits not.

Resent not the ego for there is value

Even in this dark for without night, the dim,

The black we could not know the light.


 


 

WHAT CAN I DO AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE?

 WORDS YOU SPEAK CUT LIKE A KNIFE.

 

 WALLS ARE CLOSING AROUND ME

ALL THAT I SAY YOU DISAGREE

 

TEN MINUTES LATER ALL WILL BE FINE

 EVERY FLICKER IN ME YOU MUST OUT SHINE.

 

TO EXPRESS A FEELING YOU CONSIDER A CRIME

ALL MUST REVOLVE AROUND YOUR TIME

 

IN A DARK BLACK MIST WITH A STENCH I CAN’T STAND.

REACH IN THE BLACKNESS FOR A KIND AND WARM HAND.

 

 

 

 FLOATING IN SPACE.

 GRAVITY DISIPATES.

LOVE HESITATES

WORDS MUTILATE

AURA OF HATE

 EGO INFLATES

 OTHERS MUST WAIT

 NEVER BE LATE

REFUSE TO NEGOTIATE

 DEFENSE ANOTHER CREATES

BITTER TONGUE YOU TASTE

CONFUSION YOU MAKE

FOR ALL YOU GIVE

 MORE YOU TAKE

SPIRIT YOU BREAK

A CARING MAN YOU FAKE

TEMPER OF AN EARTHQUAKE

TIME TO AWAKE

REVIVE DIGNITY

OBSERVE CLARITY

 

KEEP IT SIMPLE IS EASY YOU SAY?

WORDS SAY I LOVE YOU

ACTIONS SAY GO AWAY

A RED FLAG WAVES INSECURE

ALL PAIN GIVEN YOU CANNOT ENDURE

YOU WILL NOT LISTEN

 YOU CANNOT HEAR

ALL YOUR EFFORTS BASED ON FEAR

NOT ANOTHER CAN I BARE.

 

WE BOTH KNOW YOU REALLY CARE

VICTIM IS THE MASK YOU WEAR.

YOUR FAVORITE GAME TRUTH OR DARE.

ANY BLAME YOU WILL NOT SHARE.

NOTHING CAN YOU SEE OR HEAR

ANYTHING GOOD IS YOUR IDEA.

THE END MY LOVE IS GROWING NEAR

TELL ME TO DRIVE BUT NOT TO STEAR

 

 

EXPECTATIONS MADE

MAKE OTHERS AFRAID

ASK IF YOU’LL RECIPRICATE.

FEEL IM LIVING IN A CAVE.

SAVE ME FROM YOUR RAGE

ANOTHER MOMENT A DIFFERENT STAGE

 PAIN IN MY HEART YOU ENGAGE

ONLY YOURSELF DO YOU DEGRATE.

I HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL AWAKE.

 

IF I’M HAPPY YOU BRING ME DOWN

IF I’M SAD YOU PUSH ME ROUND

IF I’M HURT YOU SAY GET OVER IT

IF I’M SICK YOU CAN’T BE FOUND

IF I QUESTION YOU RAISE YOUR VOICE

ATTACK OR WALK AWAY WITHOUT A SOUND.

 

 

I KEEP MY HEAD UP WHEN I CAN

I HAVE BECOME MY ONLY FAN

I CAN’T LET ANYONE ELSE IN

NOT SURE WHERE WE’RE GOING

BUT I KNOW WHERE WE’VE BEEN

DONE WITH MIND GAMES

GIVEN NO RULES

BUILDING A HOUSE

THERE AREN’T ANY TOOLS

MAKE UP THE RULES

AS YOU GO ALONG.

TO MAKE SURE YOU’RE RIGHT

I MUST BE WRONG

 

 

MY PAIN AND SORROW BECOME THE FUEL

COMPETITIVE CHALLENGES COMBAT AND DUEL

CAN’T PLAY THE GAME, CAN’T JOIN THE CLUB

CAN’T BEAT YOU DON’T WANT TO

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

 

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY

YOU WEAR ME OUT

FILL ME WITH POISON

FEED ME WITH DOUBT

IV’E BEEN AROUND

LONG ENOUGH TO KNOW

STILL I HANG ON

FOR THE UPCOMING SHOW

 I Know Nothing

 

I once thought I knew everything, but that was long ago.

And so I covered up all my fears with some dog and pony show, a smile and my head hung low.

 

I am sure, I am certain, I am sure of just one thing, I'm not sure, I know nothing.

 

Why do I make life so rough?

Why do I feel the need to be tough?

Why is human an unspoken crime?

What's it matter what's yours or what's mine?

Seems like life is a room so open the door, I just can't take anymore.

 

I am sure, I am certain, I am sure of nothing.

 

I've been up

Iv'e been down

I pushed my own self around.

I've been in and out.

Plagued my mind with self doubt.

I've been out and back in.

I've been hurt

and then I do it again, and again, and again.

 

I am sure, I am certain, I am sure, I know nothing.

 

Seems the older that I get, I know less but have fewer regrets.

It's okay to just be me and with truth not with my eyes I see.

I am sure, I am certain, I am sure of nothing. I am sure that I am not sure of anything but that I'm not sure.

 

 

 

Some

 

Some think too much

Some not enough

Some are stumped

Others stuck

Some are stalled

Others do not think it all

There’s thinking and sinking

Prisoner in mind made a hell,

Look and notice you fell

Down on the floor

No windows and door

Busy and board

Hate and adore

Too much is more

Leave and come back

Abundant thoughts

Reactive lack

Call an illusion

Fix your eye

Not to above

But first within self

Then outward with love